So here I am on day two of National Novel Writing Month and about to make my second installment, a second letter. And as far as I know, the final letter in the work, but things change I know. I have already gone back and made minor changes to the first and would do more, but this is about getting it all done by the end of the month and I can take care of all that later.
So another step into the beyond. . .
My dearest, dearest Elizabeth,
If I may be so bold as to address you as such. My saviour, my benefactress, my sweetest friend, modesty bids that I should refuse your generous offer, but pride left me years past, and what is such modesty but pride disguised. I accept with a gratitude that no words can adequately express.
Before I go on further however, there is something I need to address. I wish to make plain my love and regard for my sister-in-law. I fear that my previous communication may have painted her in a poor light and that you, whose opinion I hold so highly may think ill of her. She who has done so much for my family’s welfare and happiness and for my brother’s most especially. Safie is a woman of great beauty in any land and even greater wealth. A happy and comfortable future was assured her. And yet, acting against both blood and breeding, she left behind a life of luxury and certainty to travel to a country whose customs, tradition and language were all strange to her. With little experience beyond her family’s most confining walls she managed to glean our family’s whereabouts (this with only two individuals being aware of where we resided and under what name). Then upon obtaining this information she set off, at great risk to her health and person, on a dangerous journey to find and join a family reduced to wretchedness. All this to keep a years old promise made by herself and by an overly cunning father.
I recognize that in our months together many aspects of our life caused her pain, from the food she found so bland in flavour and colour, to the cold and damp of our climate, to never hearing her own tongue spoken. And our cottage and even her and my brother’s current apartments would be humbler even than any of the quarters of her once numerous servants. Yet, for all that she left behind, she maintained the brightest of demeanours and looked not only on my brother with pride and love, but on my father and myself also. Is it not reasonable that after all that she endured, and the deprivations that she must surely feel daily, that she would declare herself done? That she would decide that a wretched and horrific beast such as we encountered that day was too much for her? No, she has my brother to take care of and I hope, children to soon think of. I do not hold her position on the matter against her, and it is only proper that Felix ally himself with her. She is his wife and all she has done she has done for him.
Having removed that burden from myself, onto more pragmatic subjects. Your offer to pay the passage for my father and myself is most generous, but unnecessary. We are not entirely without means and will find our way without great hardship. And after all you are doing for us, bearing this comparatively small cost is a joy.
A small cottage, regardless of its state, would be lovely for my father, but to then provide a room for myself seems most excessive. I am sure I can stay with my father, unless of course you require me in the house. I repeat my offer of before. I am happy to work and become most capable. I quite surprise myself at just how useful these last few years have made me.
Oh, dearest Elizabeth, I am quite beside myself with the excitement of this new adventure. I look forward to meeting Masters William and Ernest. And your father, Mr. Frankenstein. And will your cousin Victor be returned?
But what I am in greatest anticipation of, is meeting you my dearest Elizabeth. You who have become sister to me. I hope to prove myself worthy of your love and generosity.
May the good Lord bless and keep you and yours dear sister. I remain your most devoted, humblest and affectionate of servants,